Sad Dream

I hope that I can forgive and forget. Actually it's easy to say, but hard to do.
I had a saddest dream, I have ever had .
I dreamed of myself meeting with my ex..............
she lives very happily with the new one.
Everything looks fine........
but......she's pregnant.
One side of me wanta give her a blessing,
one side of me hates what's happening in front of me.
All the anger and love mixing together...........
I don't know how to face it,
I just want to run away,
I almost go crazy
I don't wanta face it.
我愛的人, 不是我的愛人
It's just a dream..........but.......I really dunno how to face it if it happens to me.


I thought I can alrdy forget but actually still cannot.......
I still have a long way to go