SO Funny, So Funny

Something happened to me today,
it's so funny, so funny,
anyone interested, I will tell u on MSN

Sad Dream

I hope that I can forgive and forget. Actually it's easy to say, but hard to do.
I had a saddest dream, I have ever had .
I dreamed of myself meeting with my ex..............
she lives very happily with the new one.
Everything looks fine........
but......she's pregnant.
One side of me wanta give her a blessing,
one side of me hates what's happening in front of me.
All the anger and love mixing together...........
I don't know how to face it,
I just want to run away,
I almost go crazy
I don't wanta face it.
我愛的人, 不是我的愛人
It's just a dream..........but.......I really dunno how to face it if it happens to me.


I thought I can alrdy forget but actually still cannot.......
I still have a long way to go

Are you Lonesome tonight?

"别会分开
我还一心一意的找你回来
别人都说
你的心早已不在
原来未来你已经有了安排
音乐演奏
关上房门 才知道心不忍
一个转身 脚步挣扎万分
你用眼神送我一程 送不回往事前尘
我不求证 我相信你一生
是假是真 只要你亲口一声
我一定信任 比任何人 更甚
别人都说
我们迟早会分开
我想最近他已经向你表白
别人都说
他一定充满了期待
准备着爱
像我们初恋的关怀
别人都说
我们迟早会分开
我想最近你考虑拿他的爱
别人都说
你害怕对我坦白
只是现在我受更多伤害
犹豫着应该重来
还是让你离开"

I'm trying my best for our future and trying to change myself to be your dream guy. I gave you the very best I have. I trust you with all my heart. Why did you leave it..........I know I have done something wrong, but I must have done something right to deserve your love. I just want you love me, but why is it so hard for you. I just want you to tell you I want you love me more, and tell you what I feel. Why you feel that annoyed you? I have been thinking over and over again days and nights, I still don't get it. Was it really only becoz of my problems, or you heart has alrdy gone somewhere else. I don't understand how can you change so fast, so fast until you are like a totally different person. I'm totally disappeared in your heart. I really don't know you anymore, you are so strange, so far away. I gave you all my heart, but then you gave it away. I know that I'm still not good enough to be your dream guy..........then does that mean you can totally forget about how I loved you? Is that once you find a better guy, than you would just leave me behind? I don't know how did you do that, but at least myself, can never do it. When I love you, I'm 100% devoted to you. I have told you many times, no other girls can be in my eyes except you. You ask me whether we can still be friends, but I really can not do it. I don't know how to face you anymore. I don't know how to calm myself down, when I see you with another guy. Break up hurts, but realizing the truth hurts more.